Saturday, October 07, 2006

dream converted story

had the strangest yet fasinating dream yesterday
so i guess i wanna blog it down so i can review it next time

i call it "kindness in a angel's kidney donation" dream

main character- Arei-kun
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a guy whose losted his love but regain his strength in life
when for a kidney donation with 10 other compatible donars

female main char- fei-chan
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the one who broke of with the arei in search of personal life
and freedom.

sub char(female) -naomi-chan
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a roaming advertiser who got to know the arei-kun when she tried
advertising something to him.end up became friends.quite a money driven
person.yet money hunger wasnt the reason she became arei's friend after
something big happened to her

friends' of fei-chan
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female:

sai-chan -fei's best friend
tsumomo,yukino-hang around friends of fei

male:

kotaro - one of the friend's of fei who show interest to her
maiko -big size brute but friendly
yuzaku -normal looking guy

as the dream goes...

a big arguement between fei and arei broke out that day.
things has became really unstable.disputes and differences in thinking
as well as the insecurity feeling that arei has shown in their relationship
has cause them to wat they end up that very day.
in the end they both moved on with their own life

arei got to know this gal named naomi while he was looking around
for a job.little did he knows that the world around him wasnt as kind
as his naiveness has shown.naomi as we know was a gal who loves wealth
many has fallen to her hands of money-hunger.but arei wasnt really
someone who had notice that.

time passes by arei read of a gal who seriously ill due to kidney
failure.the gal comes from a rich family who offer to
buy the organfrom anyone whose willing to.he dialed the number...

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

fei felt as if the world has finally calm down.a huge burden has been
lifted from her heart.all this while during her days with arei.she
has always felt a restrain to watever she do.lesser friends gathered
around her.there was never really much things happening whenever
she's with arei.love was slowly deterorating into stardust.

after the breakup she start mixing around her friends.going out
together often.having fun and eating together.she also notice that one
of the guys,kotaro, who she hang out with actually shown interest in her.
but she paid little attention to him due to her past experience with
arei.the guy got to know about it too.maybe that's the reason why he
didnt really like arei.

everything was fine and happy,nothing to worried or even care about.
it was the life she was looking for.singlehood sure is wat she is
enjoying till a few months later.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

It has already been 2 weeks after the transfer of the kidney to that
gal.she looks more healthier then ever now.somehow arei feels different
after he donated his life-saving organ to his donatee.

arei start going out with naomi.hanging around her was quite a
interesting thing to be.though he have shown interest in her but he
has never really continue any further then just thinking about it.
but to naomi,she is sharp to this sort of feelings.she sense arei's
interest in her.and take it to her advantage just like preys she have
in the past.arei paid for practically every meal and somethings even
buys stuff for her.but to arei,he didnt really mind it.though in his
heart he still clearly show signs that he still cant forget about fei.

but things was about to change the very night when his meeting up with
naomi.after so many months they finally unknowingly met each other

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

naomi has never had a serious relationship before.all the flings she
use to have were all for the sake of having a better life without
having to work so hard.her advertising job wasnt something that she
really enjoys.the reason she took up the job was purely just to get
more guys as her prey

noone was ever able to resist to her seduction.and everyone practically
fork out lumps and lumps of money just to satify her hunger for the
materialistic world.and now she sees that arei as a long term prey.slowly
savouring the joy of fresh blood.

little do she knows either that the demon inside of her was being
release without her willing ability to control it...

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

They meeting of each other was never meant to be ever again.but yet
fate seems to be always toying with everyone.
arei met fei in a fast food resturant while queuing up for their food.
there was nothing to really talk about between the both of them.
everything was over.the fact is their relationship wasnt even the
best to start it in the first place.

they both reached their individual counters and ordered food.the
resturant was partuicularly full that night.there wasnt space left
for arei to sit.as for fei?her friends were already gathered in a
corner waiting for her.they also had a table near them that's empty.
arei has no other choice but to take up that space.

everyone knows who this guy whose sitting next table beside them
espcecially kotaro...

kotaro "maiko these days ppl are really faceless
knowing that they are unwanted yet they still
cling so close"

maiko " ... "

kotaro "come on you gotta agree that the world has already
come to the worst ever if these ppl exist"

yuzaku (whispering)"come on now... stop that.we are not here
to make trouble..."

kotaro "make trouble ? i think someone is already the trouble
here..."

after sometime,arei finished his food.standed up looked fei smiled
and looked at kotaro with a unbothered look leaving a comment
before he left
"he who comments about others are mindful about themselves first"

this furiously pissed kotara but restrained him as he dont wish
to show his anger in front someone who he likes.he keep his silence.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

that night arei told naomi about the night.although she listened
quietly and with much care but deep in her heart flames of anger
has already build up.but this anger was not becasue of kotaro scolding
but jealousy towards fei.naomi has always treat fei as a threat to her.
thinking she might one day spoilt her plans.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

fate is really toying with them ever since they met that night.
they often met it other accidentally,with or without naomi or korato
around.it's as if they were made to go for this trial of test.

but something bothering is really about naomi.she start acting
strangely.whenever she sees fei her eyes and expression with
darken with hatred.and it gets worster everytime.until one day...

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

arei and once again met fei again but this time without naomi.
at least not that their naked eye can see with her hidding in
a corner watchfully staring at them...

fei "there is nothing we can talk about.dont take these
coincidental event as some kind of excuse to patch.we are over"
(looking away from arei)

arei "i am not trying to make an excuse or anything.i too know that
it's a fact that it's gonna be hard even for us to ever talk too.
but seriously dont you find that what is happening to us is not
really something of a coincidental event? i am not trying
to force you for a patch up. i respect your decision for what
it is...ok maybe i am pushing my luck a little.i still love you."

there was silence for a moment...as they look away from each other
the sounds of the vehicles driving pass the road near them seems
to make the situation less critical.the atmosphere calms down.

fei "no matter much love you have for me.i dont wish to go back
the life i be in.i am happy with the life i am in now.
i dont wish to be once again attach to the consideration
life i have with you...anyway you have someone who
are always with now too.shouldnt you be faithful to her?"

arei "i admit i have feelings for her but it just replace how
i feel for you.(sigh) i guess i tried my best to do whatever
i can to get back i hope to have..."

far behind them a pair of dark eyes,still unknowningly to them,stared
with such anger that even a strong-willed person would fear.without
the clear sound of hearing their conversation.it angers her every
minute as they talk.until the vocanic ruptor finally gave way.
naomi storms right towards them.

naomi abruptly "you bitch!how dare you try intervent into
flared at fei our relationship!i have dispise you since the day
i heard from arei that night.since then he has
changed!!"

fei "watch wat you are say..."

without even able to finish her sentence naomi grabbed on fei long
dark brass coloured hair.the glamour of the hair doesnt seems to
really suit to what is being treat for.

for a average looking-sized naomi.the strength she is projecting
isn't her usual strength.and her red-shot eyes shows no mercy.
arei quickly grabbed hold of naomi and pulled her away from fei.
even for a guy like arei,he find it hard to control her.it took
quite a brute strength to pull her her out of the fight.

without any reason or so.naomi just burst out in tears under the arms
of arei.

"dont leave me..."sobbed naomi."i though of just using you
like every guy i was with for your money.every guy only wants my
body and nothing else...but you are the only guy i have known so long
that won't have any though of touching me yet cared for me so much..."

arei who was a little shock over the sudden turn of event,stoned for a
few second.

slowly with a
calm of heart
arei replied, "sorry...i can't accept your love.as much as
i had tried to love you i found out that
i can't.accepting your lovewill only show that
i am just playing with your heart."

naomi screamed, "WHY..!!! is it because of
her?!am i not good enough
then her?

arei said calmly,"no...i just can't bring
myself to love another woman.as much as i wish
for someone to love with i just can't...
and fei wasn't definately not the reason for it.
it's something i can't tell...sorry..."

naomi snared
back with more "fine....FINE!!!!you aren't anybody anyway!!!!"
tears

upon saying that she ran off.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

This is the first time naomi had ever felt this sharp pain in her heart
it has always been the man whose heart that she breaks.maybe it's
just some kinda of retribution as she confusingly trying to sort out
her thoughts.
as she walks,being unable to balance herself to walk straight,
she walked without noticing that she's on the road

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

"you know that day a lady met a car accident that day.
i heard that's she quite pretty.such a waste."

"yea i heard it too but hey dont be bluffed by her looks lor.
she had cos many man to lost their job and family too."

"wah... gotta be kidding me...gotta beware of woman these days"

"yea i heard a rumour too that she was one of the 10 ppl who
offered her kidney for a crazy price lor.what a money driven person
hai....retribution le bah..."

"haha better watch your mouth if you don't wanna get haunt by her haha"

"ekkk..."

arei quietly listen to 2 old man talking as he silently
ate his breakfast.in his heart he knows that he is partially at fault.
woman's heart is brittle when they met someone they love.
but again a question pops out of his mind who are those other 8 ppl
who offered their organ.and at what price?
he was the only one whose organ was accepted
and he knew just what reason it is.
just has he was about to go the old men started talking again.
he sat down to hear just a while more for something that would shock
his life and clear this mind of the answers which he search.

"eh but come to think of it.you notice above the donors?

"what?"

"one after another they either meet some kinda of trouble or got into
some serious injury."

"ehhh don't get you"

"my wife was chatting with some of those chi sao
majong friends of hers.they told her that a few of them actually
either lost their family,divorce,fall down end up in hospital
or simply fall into depression and did stupid things.the worst one is
this woman le.death"

"hmmm i wonder what did they do.cursed?

"i don't know either but total count was only 9...whose the last one?
wonder what will happen to him..."

"donno lah.as long as i don't die can liao"

"geezz...you sure are bold to take this so lightly"

"hey come on lah i am as old as you liao.they die they business lor.
that's how i am de lah.scare what lor."

"hai...i can never get much sense talking to you.know you since the day
i got my PM to live in singapore.don't know how can
you be so carefree...haha..."

arei started moving off,staying any long from the topic he just heard
just makes him feel disgusted and worried.he is after all the 10th
donor.what price did those ppl offered...?

as he move on his thought still raving through his confusion.
the traffic like is green for a go to the traffic
a dashing red sports car speeding towards the crossing where he was....

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The ending is for me to know and for you to imagine
arei offered his organ in spite of kindness without
wanting any reward for the reward would be the love of his life
and help those in need
is life going to be nothing but a curse or
would a person be rewarded for his/her kindness...
you have the answer...

2 Comments:

Blogger BLAZER PROPHET said...

SO blog something already! Look, I'm starting..........to.......................nod................................................off..............................................................................................................

9:21 PM  
Blogger Kokushi Tenshi Yutaka said...

this is just my page to post stories for my main blog page
so no comfirmed blog lol
just stories

12:10 AM  

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